Its our 22nd wedding anniversary tomorrow,16th June, our first apart. Its not getting any easier without you. Guess I'll just put on my brave face and go out with the band, but I will be up to put flowers at your plot before I go anywhere. Jade and your mum will be up with me, and I know my mum,dad, tracey, kirsty and freddie and the boy's will be thinking of you too, as will all our friends and family. Always in my heart, never a day goes by when I dont miss you, cry for you and my heart aches for you. XXX